I have been feeling for some time that this little project is coming to completion, so these will be the last entries I read. I will continue to write about my recovery, as it is an integral part of me.
I noticed a shift in my journal entries at about this time period, in that I stopped meticulously listing out what I planned for each day, or even commenting on alcohol cravings. Why? My self-trust had greatly improved, and I was less anxious. Sobriety and all the self-examination and effort was paying off!
The remainder of journal entries in my first year of sobriety really became about my spiritual awakening and the profound healing I started experiencing. I start writing more about interpreting my dreams, meditation, astrology, downloads from Spirit guides, past life regressions, work with younger “stuck” versions of myself. And of course, I write about writing.
If you are early on the path to sobriety, I hope this project has helped you see that healing is possible. My story shows that freedom is entirely possible! And isn’t that what we all want?
PS, at the end of the audio, I share some “where are they now” type tidbits… what happened with my ex bf T., my kids, me.
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