Resonant. I'm struggling with so much grief, which is manifesting like a confirmation through a persistent cough and chest congestion. As I detach from identifying with so many "-ers" in my life...mothER, writER, teachER, gardenER...and discover what simply IS, I sometimes wonder how much longer I will stay attached to experiencing myself as a grievER. Heavy days, dark nights. But still hopeful.πΏπ
Resonant. I'm struggling with so much grief, which is manifesting like a confirmation through a persistent cough and chest congestion. As I detach from identifying with so many "-ers" in my life...mothER, writER, teachER, gardenER...and discover what simply IS, I sometimes wonder how much longer I will stay attached to experiencing myself as a grievER. Heavy days, dark nights. But still hopeful.πΏπ
Huge hug to you, Leenie! Grief feels so cruel in its bubble of solitary experience.
You are not alone, though. π
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