CW for this audio entry: alcohol use disorder, nightmares
In these entries, it was not yet Spring in 2023, but I was stretching and poking my head out of my insular-by-necessity world and starting to carve out a little capacity for asking what the hell was happening to us all and what I could do about it.
I didn’t connect the two trains of thought at the time, but I also write about my dissatisfaction with my work. Some part of me knew I wasn’t utilizing my unique life experience and free will, and that part would grow louder, clanking the dumbbells and rolling pins that were soothing me on a daily basis against the bars of my life.
Find the very first entry (before I was doing audio) below.
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