Super intrigued by the exercise you talked about at the beginning - releasing energy from others and adding manifesting energy. Curious to learn more.
Loved what you said about waking up without a hangover - that shit never gets old. And thinking about what’s different this time vs last time you got sober. It sounds like you really had your shit together. For my first year I would not even allow myself to think about it any further than one day at a time. I was using a lot of other substances to get by too. I feel like I barely scratched the surface.
I hope Rei started to eat!! Did you end up going on the road trip? I guess I will have to stay tuned lol.
Love the journal entries - thank you! It’s fun listening to your journey and lining up the dates and thinking about mine. I don’t stop to appreciate how far we’ve come, this feels like a good opportunity for that. 🥰
We can talk about the energy ideas in that meditation when we meet up, for sure!
I had tried so many times to get sober before, and it was just time. Pluto was making a trine to my natal Pluto and a sextile to my natal Neptune, so astrology was in my favor this time!
It turns out Rei is allergic to chicken and there I was going through several pounds of chicken from PCC weekly (thankfully, my corporate salary could bankroll this $$$$). I have so much fixed energy in my birth chart, that it never occurred to me that I had to change up her diet. I still have my flashes of guilt over this! 😖 But her health never seemed to suffer somehow.
I am glad these entries are an opportunity to see how far you have come from your early days. You are damn right. It is so, so hard for so many of us, and most of the people around us are like "meh". So we need to purposefully acknowledge the work and changes we have made. 🥳
Super intrigued by the exercise you talked about at the beginning - releasing energy from others and adding manifesting energy. Curious to learn more.
Loved what you said about waking up without a hangover - that shit never gets old. And thinking about what’s different this time vs last time you got sober. It sounds like you really had your shit together. For my first year I would not even allow myself to think about it any further than one day at a time. I was using a lot of other substances to get by too. I feel like I barely scratched the surface.
I hope Rei started to eat!! Did you end up going on the road trip? I guess I will have to stay tuned lol.
Love the journal entries - thank you! It’s fun listening to your journey and lining up the dates and thinking about mine. I don’t stop to appreciate how far we’ve come, this feels like a good opportunity for that. 🥰
We can talk about the energy ideas in that meditation when we meet up, for sure!
I had tried so many times to get sober before, and it was just time. Pluto was making a trine to my natal Pluto and a sextile to my natal Neptune, so astrology was in my favor this time!
It turns out Rei is allergic to chicken and there I was going through several pounds of chicken from PCC weekly (thankfully, my corporate salary could bankroll this $$$$). I have so much fixed energy in my birth chart, that it never occurred to me that I had to change up her diet. I still have my flashes of guilt over this! 😖 But her health never seemed to suffer somehow.
I am glad these entries are an opportunity to see how far you have come from your early days. You are damn right. It is so, so hard for so many of us, and most of the people around us are like "meh". So we need to purposefully acknowledge the work and changes we have made. 🥳